Recently, life's been disastrous for me. One word can define my life now, " sucks "
Enjoyed my trip to genting a lot, I've enjoyed myself, because somehow it brought my attention from my disastrous life to only fun. I know it's only running away from reality. Somehow I got my break, but after coming back, I've to still face this life of mine. Yesterday was totally fucked up. I don't love him, but the memories just haunts me for a sec. But i'm gonna be fine, it's been so long after all. 哭过就算了.
Now, I'm so afraid to love others. Tired and scare after all I've been through. I can't sort out my thoughts really that well, it's just a piece of mess. Undone, yet I'm mentally worn out to sort it out. Crying helps a lot, I want to do so.. ): 你知道我不是故意的吗？体谅我好吗? 我很自私, 也没想到你体谅我, 那谁来体谅你呢, 算了吧. 等我心情平静一点. Don't be mistaken for I don't love him any longer. Sigh, I'm off from here for now.
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